Im abnormal......

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Many people freakout or joke at me when I say that I am abnormal. They can't really understand freaks like me... We are put on to the life test. Most people tend to break. But I am Muawwaz which means Warrior so I keep fighting ahead in life. Yea I also accept that there are times when I tend to break. Times when I get wounded badly. Like tonight which have made many wounds on my heart which is really difficult to heal.


Many people ask why I say I am abnormal. so below is my answer.

  1. I can predict future sometimes from my dreams which sounds really funny. But its a true fact and I have proof even.
  2. I can't sleep easily. But when I sleep I sleep for either long hours or about just 30 minutes.
  3. Sleeping Pills don't seems to work on me. Unless I eat a entire card of it
  4. I have a bunch of Black spots on my back which till this date no doctor have been able to cure and don't know what it is even. Don't worry we know for sure that its not contageious.
  5. I have more girly point of view in everything than the boys way.
  6. I like the Colour Pink. PINK ROCK
  7. I have a Girl as my best friend and She is the best on earth.
  8. I can tell when a person change suddenly.
  9. I love to watch cartoons like a kid and dream that I could be as the hero.
  10. Being a Boy I still Love fairy tales and which it would come true.
  11. I take blame for others mistakes coz it makes me feel pity on myself
  12. I have more girls as friend rather than Boys ( about 30 to 35 Boys and more than 50 girls)
Well I can go on writing like this. When my actual point of writing this is to make some people know that I am abnormal.

I feel So Lonely

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I feel so lonely
by living in this 
large family where 
everyone is so busy
I feel so lonely 
knowing that 
all my friends are here 
who makes my life easy
I feel So lonely
Knowing that you are 
so near to me and 
I still can't have you
I feel So lonely
after finding that 
you can't be with me
 coz you love me

Why do I ?

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Why do I
keep missing you 
looking for you 
in this bizzire world

Why do I 
want to hold you
when I know 
You are not mine

Why do I
want to hear 
your sweet voice
wich makes me 
feel special all around

Why do I
want yo be with you
when i know that
you betrayed and left

Say you love me...

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Smile and say that you
love me and that you
will be at my side
forever and ever

Is there anyone
more beautiful than you.
Your smile have
made me go crazy

I am ready to
devote myself to you
coz you are the
Queen who rules my heart

Coz my heart only beats for you

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There are so many feelings,
which I haven't told you.
Come and listen to them and
Start pouring your feelings
Coz my heart only beats for you

Dreaming of you I sleep
Thinking of you I wake
This is my routine
My life is with you
So I wanna live with you
Coz my heart only beats for you

Why do I have a feeling that
I know you from ages?
You come in my dreams 
And make me yours
Please do me this favour
Coz my heart only beats for you